We had an impromptu spaghetti dinner with some friends last
night. We were outside trying to make our backyard look a little less
like a barnyard, and they walked over and to say hi. We got chatting, and
then realized it was just about dinner time so we invited them in. I love
that sort of thing, especially because these are good friends who don`t care
that we served applesauce as a side dish.
(On a side note, the reason our yard looks like a barnyard is because
used to let our ducks out to forage in the yard, but we recently sold the ducks
and bought chickens who stay in the coop. I like to be barefoot all
summer, and ducks and bare feet do not make a good combo. So far the
chickens have been a good decision, although I gotta admit I miss my sweet Nova
who I could carry around and pet like she was a dog... but these ugly-faced
chickens will grow on me I guess.)
Anyway, during dinner with our friends they posed the question,
"Aren`t you going to miss living here in this beautiful place."
The question threw me a little, and I think I just made a joke or a sarcastic
comment or something like that... but this morning I started thinking about it
again as I was hanging laundry on the front porch. Z was playing cars (as
always) on the other end of the porch, the sun shone down upon us, and the
sparkly blue ocean peeked around the side of the lodge cheerfully to remind me
of just how blessed I am to live in British Columbia. It was such a
peaceful moment, with so much beauty all around me, and I thought about that
question. Will I miss this? Where will I be living next time I have
my own clothesline and porch? Will I even have a porch? Will I be
anywhere near the ocean? And oh, please Lord, let it be sunny there!
We are going into this with no plans beyond our
DTS. We have an idea of where we might like to go, and have been in
contact with a base in Central America, but in general, we are waiting for God
to lead us. We are working through a Rosetta Stone Language course for
Spanish, since we really hope to end up in Central or South America (or Spain
would be good too), but Thailand keeps coming to mind too, so only God really
knows where we`ll be in a year... two years... there is a part of me that wants
to organize it, wants to plan, make endless lists... but really, it doesn`t
matter where we end up.
God has set a fire in our hearts
to share His love with the lost children of the world. I want to be part of a team that passionately
and boldly shares the gospel with children and their families. I want to become a parent of orphans, the
friend of widows, and defender of the defenceless. I want to stand on my next porch and hang up
the clothing of children who came from the streets and whom I must pray to God
every day for the endurance and wisdom to love them through their difficulties. I want to join a team of
people who feel the same passion and drive to serve the Lord by rescuing
orphans. It doesn`t matter where, but I
know that God has called us to live a radical and obedient life of following Him.
Right now He has called us to
California for the DTS. After that He
can call us where He wants. Guatemala. Thailand.
Kenya. Russia. Back to Canada... I am willing to go. Of course I have my preferences.
Somewhere warm, tropical, and near the ocean would be ideal obviously.
Somewhere where the second I get off the plane they will hand me a baby to
raise and a piece of land to homestead on. It would be easier if they
spoke Spanish too, since I`ve got a head-start on that language. But we are ready and we are willing.
So am I going to miss living
here? Yeah, I probably will once in a
while... but am I sorry we`re moving?
No. Not even for a second. We are following the call the Lord has laid
on our hearts, and the passion He has put in our souls. I want to serve the Lord, regardless of where
He calls me.
“Continue to live in him, rooted
and built up in him, strengthened in the faith as you were taught, and
overflowing with thankfulness.” -
Colossians 2:6,7
3 comments:
Love it! I hear your heart and it echoes my own!
Yes Melissa, I feel that we are kindred spirits now. :) I hope our paths cross one day and we can share all that God has done and will do in our lives.
Enjoying your blog :) YOu're a natural born writer! Totally feel you on the sunshine thing... its like I'm a brand new person each and every spring after the long winter funk :p
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